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So I guess this is it. I’m officially a high school graduate. And honestly, the feeling still hasn’t fully sunk in. I guess I just have to give it some time. The road to graduation was probably the longest roller coaster ride I’ve ever experienced. Now, even after graduating, I feel that the ride hasn’t stopped. There are no words to express how emotionally confused I am. Haha. But other than that, good bye high school. I’m glad to be leaving. However, there will be times when I will miss walking around the school halls seeing familiar faces. This is definitely a bittersweet ending, but I will be leaving with a pocketful of memories. I will continue on in my life’s journey. No regrets, just hope for an even brighter future.

I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.

-Marilyn Monroe

high school is coming to an end.

Tomorrow is my last day of school and its definitely surreal. I remember like it was yesterday, finishing eighth grade, heading into high school - freshman year. All the good times throughout these seemingly long, but short four years of high school. I will never forget all the memories. All the people I’ve met, gotten to know, and happily (some reluctantly, lol) welcomed into my life. I know high school wasn’t as “exciting” as I thought it would be, but its definitely something to look back on. It was hectic at times. I’ve hated it, loved it, enjoyed it, I’ve gotten bored here and there. Nonetheless, its something I will cherish. And although part of me does not want to leave, my time is coming to an end, and I must move on to begin a new journey. I’m excited to head off to college and start anew, but the feeling of leaving the safe haven of being in my parent’s care scares me to death. My emotions are exploding, my thoughts are racing, there’s butterflies in my stomach, and I feel so vulnerable. All I know for certain is that this is all very bittersweet. Time is really catching up, and there’s nothing I can do about it. I can only accept things, and make the best of them because I am blessed to have made it this far in life. So here’s for better things, here’s for a good future, and here’s to the Class of 2012.